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To my Parents

I don't need you. I needed you. This is that child. You didn't want to see me. I needed to feel safe. You didn't provide. You didn't give...

The Stranger

I grieve for the person I once was. I know you existed. And I try to remember. But I am broken. I have become a stranger.

Alone

I am sad because I came back. But I want to be with You. You told me You are closer to me than I. So I will speak to myself. Who do I...

This is Me

This is how You made me. How You created me. You ordained this. This was written. As it should be. And yet I am to be judged? I am...

My Heart & My Soul

I won't be here forever. And this makes me sad. Because I won't be here for you. I don't want to die.

My Child

I was supposed to be the mirror in which you see yourself. I failed. And I am happy. Because now I have become your reflection.

Forgive me

What did you do to deserve this? The abuse. The punishment. The neglect. You changed. It changed you. You were no longer you. You became...

My Mother

The universe wasn't ready for you. So it sought to quieten you. Because it couldn't contain you. Your majesty was too much. Now God has...

Consumed

I am so tired. The universe is inside of me. You promised. You told me no more than I could handle. But this is too much. How do I give...

Being me...

Go deep inside, because there is nothing outside. What you were is gone. On the inside there is turmoil. Pain. Anger. Rage. You didn't...

The world needs to know

The world needs to know my mother. You cannot be lost to history. I forgive you. Because you weren't there for me. You were being...

I didn't know you

I didn't know you mother. I saw the outward manifestations, of the pain and abuse. And I blamed you. But I didn't know you. I saw you as...

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